So today I decided to write this and get a few things off of my chest. This isn’t a dig at anyone, neither is it an apology. I get this blog culture, I get what it’s about, who it represents, what “our” role collectively is within it, and how we get to where we want to be. I’m going to break down what this blog means to me and how the blogger brand world has become “bland”, how it’s getting on my nerves and how it forces me into a horrible state of flux between the cultural blogozine and the personal musings of life, lunch and style.
The Blogosphere is vast, millions of people post about everything from pencil collections to porn, beauty products to ballistic missiles. I blog about the things I like, but the style of posts tend to lean towards an objective promotion than to personal purchases and what I’ve been up to. Falling into the chasm of “street culture” of which is a varied and eclectic term, I blog and talk to a “small-ish” London community through this medium and on Twitter. The people I engage with are very much at the epicenter of a global phenomenon from music to street art, sneaker collections to stylists.
Many bloggers in this area have carved an exciting niche through the medium, developing personal platforms from which to highlight their endeavors in this world and in turn have helped promote themselves to a position of earning power. Living off and breathing life into this underground world of creativity. Creating their own brands through blog platforms, as consultants, photographers, designers, journalists and everything in between that comprises the creative industries and the arts.
People are building brands out of blogs, Maestro Knows, Decatur Dan, Kevin Lanre, Phillip Annand, these guys are doing some great work and are at the top of their game. It’s interesting to see how hard they’ve worked to develop their own niche in this voyeuristic world. Blogging is incredibly egotistical and I’m sure all of those mentioned will openly testify to how the medium does inherently evoke this. After all it’s about you, personally and professionally. Now these guys have gone on to do some great work, and I tip my hat to each and every one of them.
Beginning as a blogger, I chose this medium in which to express what I was into, what I was up to and what I felt strongly about in this cultural paradigm. Gaining a personal satisfaction, and also gratifying in the fact that I could “publish” my interests to an unknown audience outside of the pub of which all of this was alien to. Doing so out of a desire to raise my profile within the media and creative industries while still a student, both academically and in terms of “the game”. I can’t lie, I’ve gained a great deal out of my blog and as a result have used the medium as a way in which to network, to reach out to people, to show the world that yes, I know more than most.
As a result of the success of the student, the inherent problems with the world in which I blog may well have inevitable damaged me and my “brand” as they hang by the wayside due to a certain lack of follow-through. It’s incredibly difficult to keep quiet, especially for me. I have Twitter, email and a blog all at my finger tips. I have great ideas, wonderful concepts, some aren’t always very well thought out and others are blurted into the web with a whim. I’ve failed to deliver on occasions be it a phone call, an email, an invite, on others they’ve been a success on some levels, not all.
Now my half-hearted attempt at doing something similar to the aforementioned chaps has also enabled me to gain great exposure and build a personal brand of which large organizations have bought into, seen talent, recognized hard work and given opportunity to. These relationships haven’t stemmed from the blog, but the blog has stemmed out of them and provided a nice place in which to point people to learn more about me. With great admiration for young creatives, I’ve reached out to collaborate and work on projects, or just to “network” in the truest sense and I have opened myself up to dialogue coming the other way from a range of PR’s, promoters and the like. I’ve also made some great friends a long the way.
I would love to have a little spot some where; a large desk and studio with a designer and team in tow, building a brand. E-zine, gigs, garms, consutancy, advertising, music releases. I would love to do it all. I would love to own my own agency, to spin it out of a brand. So Shape It, what I want it to be, how it’s got to where it has, and how potentially it may have gone wrong are the questions which I’m continually mulling over.
It’s been successful on numerous levels, it’s really worked at times. But as my “career” has grown and projects have come to bear fruit, and the 9 to 5 has rapidly become something of real substance in an industry which fascinates me. my ability to build a brand out of the blog has been severely cut short. This isn’t an excuse, I know my short comings. But also what has happened, is that the posts have moved (pun intended), the goals have changed, and the ability to expresses these as they meander into different territories have not been coherently advocated. The lengthy prose of this post and the social media musing last week are a result of this meander. I have lofty ambitions for So Shape It and at the moment these have to be put on the back burner, and I’ve got to get back to why I blogged in the first place, and move back to the original realm.
This is where I am now finding myself torn and I’m shifting back into personal opinion and writing my views, expressing my feelings when I want to write them. Yes, I am still open to collaboration, yes my dream is to run my own creative agency, working in a host of areas with a number of people, but for now, I’m bringing the posts back to me. I’m not going to be reaching out to people for the next few months, I will not be posting up whatever lands in my in box. Time is tight, I have so much more that I want to express right now, if my friends ask me to post something, and it’s dope, I’ll do it.
The Shape of Things to Come started out as a title, a dope title for what I thought my blog was about, cool stuff which Joe Bloggs hasn’t probably seen yet, my url was my name. Wanting to take it to the next stage, during a period of personal flux due to career path changes, I went full steam into what it is you see before you now. Perhaps this was my downfall, it got above it’s station. I have hundreds of ideas on how it could expand, change and shape the outcome of my future, those are jotted away in a moleskin hidden in a very safe place. I’m going back to not fretting about sending that email, chasing that lead, this is my space and I’m going to do with it what I like, just in my own time, at my own pace.
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